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I suppose this was a long time coming.

The details become more irrevelant as to the current intentions, as well as actions.

After a long hiaturs, years in the making; I suppose I have stepped back into DA. Hopefully to put in the past all else that have plagued me along the way. Both personal and professional issues asunder, I will claim this one step foward - or back as it may seem.

Hello again.
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ARGH!!!

Mood: Bitter and Angry

I just want to scream at someone sometimes.

Finals week is mad as usual, but particularly so this semester. My workload would be a lot simpler, easier and lighter if my lecturer did NOT screw up last semester and pigeonhole me into doing a 2 semester long project on something technical I have absolutely NO experience in doing!

She did not inform me that I could have had a easier, simpler option for my subject matter and technical expression, the COW! Now I'm lagging behind because of the extra technical effort I have to put into it irregardless of the tantamount workload from the other subjects/modules ... stab stab ...

rant rant rant rant rant ...

Sure ... I think I can finish it all.
Whether its good, (or good enough to pass) is another question or post entirely.

Yeah, failing school isn't the end of the world. Hah!
You try living here!!! :sneer:

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bitter bitter bitter

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What lies beyond.

Listening to: Allister - Jacob Thinks I'm Gay
Reading: Mammoth Book of Fantasy - Mike Ashley
Watching: DodgeBall: Justin wo0t!

Like a traveller, always a traveller
There always a road, a path, a journey.

I have all these deadlines and projects left to finish school up ... just one more week, and I think: why?
Obvious reasons: Good education = Good job later on in life.

But the job doesnt define my life. It would certainly make things easier and the quality would be materialisically (and aesthetically) raised, to earn cash.
Or maybe it should ...

I'm not in school for school's sake. I wish I were ... to learn that is. To honestly claim that I want to learn something this academic institution has to offer.
Bah! Tis' all just a gripe though. Rant rant rant.
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On a lighter note: I have this rekindled desire to my dear *estudio at every opportunity. =^.^= Crazy no?

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3 weeks and counting ...

Listening to: Piero Pelu - E. Ramazotti

Both dreaded and utter bliss.

My school ends ...
I have too many deadlines and I WANT MORE TIME!!!
... but school also ends and the HOLIDAYS ARE RGHT AFTER!!!

Ohh .. my head hurts ...
yes, the one on my neck.


ps: everyone who can, please post something nottie or nice at my BF's page to make him feel better after being a victim of an idiots lame-ass flaming hissy-fit. The guy posted a long stupid-ass reply of heaping dung on each of his deviations ... say nice things to *estudio



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Bah!

Mood: Procrasto
Listening to: American Life (Shepard's Original Extended Mix)
Reading: Collected Works of Isaac Asimov (early works 1940s
Watching: --

Why AM I putting in so many deviations!?!

DON"T I HAVE ANY SCHOOLWORK! Of Course I DO!!!

Bah! ...
flicks palm up and out as if to wave the reality of the world away*

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This is a rather ... pointless Journal entry/post isn't it.
Rant: I have school.
Rave: I'm gonna finish school.
Rant: If I pass.
Rave: I'm still pretty.

*MUAHAHAHA!*
<--- Still waiting patiently for the World OPEN BETA release of WOW. Right now the N. America is going to be announced soon. [link]

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